What can I say..
“I took a 9-year break from it all..”? Nope. Life. Life is what happened to me; like any other, having to work, and even enjoy working, to pay the bills. Until Auntie Corona showed her ugly mug, and the quadrillionth redundancy presented itself. Was it difficult nine years ago, to find a new job, at present, being 9 years older, it’s nigh on impossible.
Sure, finding jobs ain’t the issue, securing an Interview however, proves somewhat more tricky. And then, once they see me old scraggy mug, you can see them thinking: “Fuk.. didn’t realise you’re THAT old…” because, my dear friends, what they are after are twelve-year-olds, who have a Masters in whatever discipline, with a clean driving license, fifteen years experience and a cut-throat mentality. Needless to say, that rules me out..
Nine years ago, during one of my compulsory months’ worth of holiday, I had my first ever dabble at writing a novel. I can proudly say, I finished one, and even had several WIPs in the oven. However, as said before, bills need paying and so finding and securing a job was the highest priority. I mothballed all my writing efforts and concentrated on the new jobs – four in succession up until last year February, and came to a point where I was so convinced I was in the job I’d be doing till I’d become a pensioner from the regular workforce, that I removed the whole writing archive… Bad, bad move…
Recently, I’ve been searching my writing attributes – to no avail.. I hoped I’d have a backup of all my stuff hidden somewhere deep in the system but, nope – nothing to be found. Until, some time this morning, I came across an E-mail I sent to one of my writer friends, Greta van der Rol, which contained a copy of my ‘firstborn’, with the question to provide me with some feedback. I know now, as I did then, it’s the raw , unedited version, which could do with re-writing several parts – a lot, in fact. I did say, it was my first dabble at attempting to write something readable..
So, with another rejection having dropped in the Inbox, I’ll have to buckle up and have a long, renewed, corrective look at the project and see if I can find any remnants of the sequel and hopefully the other bits ‘n pieces I started writing, all those years ago. If not, this is the perfect moment to rewrite them and see if we can actually get the momentum back.
With that, it might be an idea to reboot the bloggin’ thing too..
Time to put the creative thinking cap back on – time to Reboot…